I write about my life and life itself seen through my eyes for who can write through the experiences of others if not their own?

Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Quitting is not an option

With two days before my test I feel like jumping out of my skin. I can’t wait any longer. I have the choice of cancelling and rescheduling the appointment, but prolonging the wait does not make the fear any less. It would only prolong it, make me think about it more and I don’t want to. I want to be done. I want to get it over with.

It is a struggle I live every so many months. I am fortunate and I am happythat I have the chance to be in this fight. Others don't get a chance at all.  

I have to remember that every time fear overshadows my senses.